Erase My Life My Memory

Nothing seems right

2009-05-05T16:06:00.002+08:00

I don't know why but for the past few weeks or months since the holidays nothing i do seems right. I always get the feeling that what ever i do is like meaningless. Sometimes i don't even have mood to watch shows, eat, go out. Life feels very empty its like something is not complete.

I think i need to find someone to do stuff with and to have a way to shifting my attendtion, to show some love and etc you know what i'm talking about.

"Life" do get better for me i don't want to feel like this.

I've Found It

2009-02-26T01:26:00.002+08:00

I've Found It

And This time its going to stay.

I've found my dream.

Many of you may know that i like to cook or should i say i LOVE to cook. Recently i've been watching cooking shows and videos.

(This is going to be quite lenghty)

What i love about cook: i love that how a few simple things made properly can turn into something so wonderful. I also love how the way raw food transform after cooking into something which could be totally different. I love the way how meat when cooked changes colour, texture, taste. The are so many possiblility and where do i start.

I may love to cook and seeing how food changes but at the end of the day of any meal cooked by any person is to see the people eating your food loving it and wanting more, that kind of satisfaction and sense of achievement is so great. But the true happiness of cooking is to see the smiles of those people. They do not have to say anything or even pay anything if it was at a restaurant, just seeing the smiles on peoples face after eating your food is the same as maybe doing volunteering work.

I've finally realise what being a chef is about and will be like. it will be hot in the kitchen there may be people shouting at you but at the end of the day the most important thing is the process.

I've been watching kitchen nighmares and its been an eye opener, i don't understand how people can serve unhygenic food to other people. like food kept for days, cooked the day before and then served the next day. And the level of hygiene of the kitchen it makes me wonder whether we are served this way here in singapore.

Watching the show has also given me an eye into opening your own restaurant. ITS FREAKING HARD. but that is my ultimate dream. having a restaurant which i go to everyday and serve good food to people and seeing the happy faces after a good meal.

Right now i feel like i have sort of wasted 3 and a half years. But i'm just going to finish it and proceed with NS and after that i would love to go to shatec to the institute of culinary arts. After that maybe work at a restaurant for a year or two and during that time plan to open a restaurant.

It all sounds so wonderful but i know its not going to come true if i do not work towards it. Thats y i very determined to do so. and i hope i get the opportunity to do so.

I don't any1 will be reading this but hey it could very well be a reminder for me in the future.

Where i would wanna be

2009-02-23T22:35:00.001+08:00

This is where i would like to be in and spend the whole day inside going anywhere i want.

Wondering when that could happen

Happy dreaming for now

Fine

2008-12-01T20:21:00.002+08:00

Whenever you ask if i'm fine i was always say "i'm fine".

Thats because i have not been fine for over a year and i'm living with "fine" being "Not Fine".

I think i will have to live with "Fine" being "Not Fine" for years to come.

In my Mind

2008-12-01T01:16:00.002+08:00

Can it be like how i dream it would be when i'm asleep and dreaming or just sitting down and dreaming about it.

Would it turn out to be like how i hope it would be when ever i see something related to it.

Will it be like how i wondered it would be like all the scenario i picured.

Am i just thinking too much.

I can't live with or without you

2008-10-22T19:10:00.003+08:00

See the stone set in your eyes
See the thorn twist in your side
I wait for you

Sleight of hand and twist of fate
On a bed of nails she makes me wait
And I wait without you

With or without you
With or without you

Through the storm we reach the shore
You give it all but I want more
And Im waiting for you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

My hands are tied
My body bruised, shes got me with
Nothing to win and
Nothing left to lose

And you give yourself away
And you give yourself away
And you give
And you give
And you give yourself away

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you

With or without you
With or without you
I cant live
With or without you
With or without you

Singing for the one you love while lying down together.
What more can you want.

Cherish each other for as long as you're breathing.

LOTUS

2008-09-21T02:07:00.009+08:00

A Lotus for ever trip.

Lotus Exige S for going out with a partner.

Lotus Elise for when the weather is good.

Lotus Evora for when going out with family.

Lotus Europa for when travelling over a long distance.

Lotus 2 Eleven for when going for a race.

ISAN Camp/Chalet

2008-09-07T18:39:00.005+08:00

ISAN CAMP

Day 1 4th Sep 2008 Thursday

Pre-camp preparation

We checked in at 12 pm.

The apartments given to us were 03-01, 03-02, 03-03, 03-04.

The loft is damn nice man. Its fully air conditioned. Each apartment has 3 rooms, 1 master bedroom and 2 bedroom, in the living room the are 2 sofa beds and a square table. The kitchen they provide mugs, bowls, plate, and utensils, there is also a frige a microwave oven and even a washing machine. Damn i forgot to take a picture of our apartment.

There were 8 of us organising commitee members Cally, Daniel, Eeren, Eric, Macy, Olivia, Wilson, and Me

After we settled down we cleaned the apartment sweep the floor mop the floor then we when to collect lunch, after lunch we discussed things about the camp through the afternoon after which we had dinner. After dinner we rest and wrote our shopping list. Once the list was done we walk to Eric's block and took his van to shopping. We went to Giant at turf city. The trip there was damn fun. At Giant we took a trolley and we when to get all the stuff we wanted. We bought things like cloth, hand soap and many other camp stuff. After that it was time to shop for F&B, this is the part where all the fun begins. we were walking around looking at stuffs we want and stuff for the camp. Halfway through Daniel will pick stuffs like HELMET whipped cream and random stuff and secretly place it in the trolley but he will always get caught by me. This was the BEST SHOPPING even man. we were like a bunch of overseas students who rented an apartment to stay and we were doing our monthly shopping.

And when we wanted to go back to the apartment we said" Aaa Lets go back home". LOL. the apartments were really like our homes and i can say in some ways better then our own homes.

The elecricity is free water is free, the shower head is SHIOK. The Bath the fews days have been the best man although its not a bath tub.

Day 2 5th Sep 2008 Friday

Woke up at 830 wash up then when to get breakfast. After Breakfast we got ready for the participants to come. 1130 onwards the partcipants begin to come we settle them to their apartments. Then we got lunch from canteen 1 and we had lunch in our apartments. After Lunch we rest for awhile after which was ICE BREAKER GAMES. we played whacko and 007. after this 2 games came the SUPER FUN GAME. WATER BOMB, we gave them 20 mins to make as many water bombs as possible, my group lost but there is twisit to the game. for example my group made 35 bombs and the other team made 50 bombs the winning team will get to throw the 35 bombs at us, after then hav finish the 35 bombs the 50 bombs is FFA. My group made 141 bombs the other team made 149 bombs, so my group were thrown at by water bombs but i know we can have our revenge later, us commitee oso prepared 150 water bombs around 50 of which are in the water dispenser filled wif ice COLD we oso have 4 water guns ready. so immediatly after the 141 bombs were thrown we it was FFA and the fun starts every1 was running to get the bombs then running to avoid getting hit but we all got wet lols FUN. To me the water games was the most fun of all the games in the camp. After the games we when back to shower followed by dinner. After dinner we had some games. After which night walk was planned so we took them to a corner and started telling them ghost stories we had or hav experienced, during this time Eric, Eeren and some of the Alumni when to set traps at block 50 to scare them. So Daniel and I told the campers our stories from 9+ to about 11 as the lights only off after 11. to be honest even Daniel and I were getting goosebumps and were getting afraid ourselves. when the lights were off we took them round the school and finally to block 50 where the were sent 2 by 2 up the block. some of us seniors didnt got scare by the guys cos we kinda know where they will hide cos most our lectures are at 50. after the night walk we when back and rest for the day.

Day 3 6th Sep 2008 Saturday

Every1 woke up at 900, wash up and they when for PT, at the same time me and some of the commitee when to collect our breakfast and prepare for our movie session. The movie we watched was Hot Rod. We had our breakfast and popcorn. After the movie we when back for our lunch food again. after lunch and some rest begin our amazing race. we had 5 stations. i wan incharge of the indian dance station.

Here's wad they were suppose to dance to

Here's group1

And here's group2

After the amazing we got back to Kismis to get ready for the BBQ.

We were bbqing half when it started to rain. lolz
and we were bbqing in the rain, it was hot, wet, cold, fun and with lots of singing. lolz
we did manage to bbq some food but could not bbq all the food.
so after we got back to our apartment we think of ways to cook the rest of the food.
we boiled the otah and suprising it taste nice.
then condrey mircowaved the satay and it turn out heavenly.
after eating we all turn in for the day.

Day 4 7th Sep 2008 Sunday
Last day of camp sadz :(

I woke up at 830 to call the person incharge whether we can change the check out time as the check out time was 900 and we were all very tired, so the check out time was changed to 5 pm.
We orderd mac for lunch after lunch we hav debriefing after which i was wrapped in blanket and place in the basket and put into the lift. But i got out lolz. after i got out we took Photos in the room.
After photo taking we all when back to clean up and waited for the time where we would hav to leave our newly found home(But i think that will be only for the time being).

So at 5 we all left and said our goodbyes.

It was fun
We got tgt
Lets all get tgt soon

This camp was really a once in a life time experience

Love song

2008-06-23T23:29:00.001+08:00

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
Breathing gets harder, even I know tha
tMade room for me, it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to

Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I'm not gonna write you a love song'
Cause you asked for it'
Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song'
Cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under
And you and your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry

Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this tooI
'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song'
Cause you asked for it'
Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song'
Cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving
I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone'
Cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I sayI won't write you a love song'
Cause you asked for it'
Cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song'
Cause you tell me it's make or break in this

Is that why you wanted a love song'
Cause you asked for it'Cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song'
Cause you tell me it's make or break in this
If you're on your wayI'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in itI don't want it for a minuteBabe,
I'll walk the seven seas
When I believe that there's a reason to
Write you a love song today

Turning

2008-05-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

Worries
Turning
To
Reality

2008-05-14T20:22:00.002+08:00

In a relationship
The guy has no rights
The girl has no wrong

LIFE

2008-05-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

No life since.

Get back my life.

Miss

2008-04-08T15:07:00.000+08:00

Miss the old days

Don't let go

2008-01-09T23:35:00.000+08:00

IF she is the one dun ever let her go or you will regret it forever.

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!! "

2007-11-25T15:32:00.000+08:00

lifes nv wad it seems.

life for me now is of no meaning.

when will my life ever be full?

SHOW

2007-11-11T01:21:00.000+08:00

Today or should i say yesterday.lolz. When to a car show at expo.

Oh man the cars are so nice. The first car that i was drawn to after going in was lotus Exige S and Elise R cos its right in front of the entrance and the car really is damn nice.

This show was more of a tuning company show rather then a car manufactuer show.

Even so the cars are really nice wif all the paints, rims, spoilers, body kits, deco, sound systems, engine parts.

There were cars like Elise, Exige, Ferrari 430, Evolution IX & X, Skyline GTR, Porsche GT3 RS, Civic type R, Integra, Lamborghini Gallardo, Kia Picanto, Suzuki Swift, Hummer, Mustang GT, RX 8, BMW and many more.

Took quite alot of pictures.

After we exit the exhibition hall there were people drifting at the carpark. Nice but too bad nv take videos.

Lotus Exige S

Ferrari 430

Lamborghini Gallardo

Skyline GTR

Evolution X

Hummer

Hate this

2007-10-27T00:55:00.000+08:00

I really HATE people who act like they know u very well and for quite sometime. i dun mind frenz taking some of my food like fries, fishball. U R NOT MY fren and i dun wan to be ur fren. the thing that angry me the most is that u nv ask, u nv ask" can i take 1" u just said " i take 1" thats totally not asking. RUDE WEIDO no manners. if u r my fren i wun mind but ur no where close to the word fren so dun give me a reason to get rid of u permanetly. ALOT of people will be happy to see you gone.

days

2007-10-16T12:52:00.000+08:00

67 days

BETTER

2007-07-31T17:38:00.000+08:00

My life has changed alot since then, now i look forward to everyday knowing that i'm no longer alone in this world. Its no longer the boring meaningless routine life anymore, now i nv noe wad i'm gng to do the next second. i may be doing this or maybe doing that. She has been very understanding, i did not noe that i mean so much until recently. i will cherish her for as long as i am breathing. She has brighten up my life every second spend wif her is wonderful. how i wish a day would nv end. I nv wan to leave her. :)

URGE

2007-07-31T17:23:00.000+08:00

I suddenly have the urge to cook something, DUCK. its a main course, marinate it wif some five spice powder alittle salt and olive oil, scor the skin and coat the the whole meat wif peppercorns. Put in a hot pan wif oil, cook til skin turns golden brown and the other side of the meat as well. Hmm if i'm not wrong the inside will still be pink( mouth watering) so think will hav to buy from supermarket the duck meat to make sure it is fresh and clean. lolz. the sauce i hav thought of a red wine sauce, boil the red wine then add in carrot and celery and simmer. red wine sauce wif red duck meat. oh my blogging about it makes me hungry. haven thought of wad side dish to accompany the dish wif. oh well i can take my time since i dun hav and time to cook as exams are coming.will try after exams on sat ot sun weekdays will be having attachment. Any1 interested in my duck meal and wish to try tell me. hmm but budget will be quite high cos of the duck and wine. hahaha. oh man i'm hungry. waiting for dinner now... lolz

NP ISAN SKATE NIGHT 2007

2007-07-10T00:48:00.000+08:00

NP ISAN 1oth ANNiVERSARY SKATE NIGHT
Proudly brought to you by ISAN and MAN of THINKERS.
In total it was a great success... first of all i would like to thank the performances... Stephanie, Charrisa, Olivia and Condrey. All your performance were spectacular... Olivia All ISAN is proud of you, you have made us proud keep up the gd work...Time line... got to the rink after sch at around 330 reach there 4+ then when to find hoops but could not find then when to the rink... slack awhile... then condrey came...lolz... and at 530 surpisingly the cater called... lolz thats beri early... was kinda running around at about 6 as it was about to start... at 715 the performance started... it was very nice... after that we hav a short ok LLOONNGG speed skating session... after that free skating... then now games are starting... the games kinda screwed up it was beri slow... but it came out well although we onli played 1 game but it was fun...hahaha... hmm then nominating of skate king and queen took quite sometime some of the ppl there just dun care well wad to do...haha so ran around to get votes... first vote was for spiderman and olivia, then after that i got 3 in a row... cannot i could not make myself win although i wan hahaha jkjk... so looked for ppl who would vote for spiderman and olivia heng justin say spiderman if not i die... hahaha... then after that was lights out but alot of them just did not care... nvm i had fun hope all u guys AND gals had fun too... and ty to all those who participated... looking forward to next year's skate night...i would like to thank all those who helped out like... stephanie, charrisa, olivia, daniel, condrey, eric, justin, xiao feng, alex, flo, may, derek, lyn, benny... if i missed out some1 plz tell mi.... once again thank you ALL for coming... well post some of the pics on blackcurry so do check blackcurry forum.... and stop saying thank you....

Transformers robots in disguise

2007-07-02T02:14:00.000+08:00

Transformers is ****ing nice man the grahpics are damn nice... OPTIMUS PRIME has a total of 10,508 parts if i'm not wrong thats aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllllllllllllllllloooooooooooooooooooooootttttttttttttttt of parts to move.... looking forward to IRON MAN in may 2008

Down in History

2007-07-02T01:06:00.000+08:00

1st july & 2nd july... this two dayz will go down in history... well for me that is...hahaha...
I had the greatest time wif you... hope you like the presents... especially the biggest present...GA GA GA...

you make me compelete...

still ok

2007-06-24T21:20:00.000+08:00

student leader seminar... 21 and 22 june 8 to 5... the first was at sch very boring whole day wan to sleep second day was at sentosa quite fun... haha ... think the most funny was when we were ask to dance to a bollywood video... not bad le the song quite nice... wan to find the video...hahaha both dayz was eating like pigs 3 meals from 8 to 5... sat ndp waste 3 hrs waiting go there wait 1 hr later eat dinner at 5 then wait until 645 then go rehearsal... lolz... then today damn sianz 230 go PA take coustume wait until 345 like that then the costumes come but onli 20 compelete... WT* waste 4 hr total... damn

LAZY

2007-06-18T16:50:00.000+08:00

Been kinda lazy to blog and NTH much to blog ... the budget for skate night has been approved now onli waiting for sch to cfm the amount so that we can book the rink. today meet up wif i&e team members to discuss all seems well and looks kinda ezy...lolz... mum got mi 3 jc benney jeans 1 bad boy jacket and 1 padini shirt... CYA soon

As promised

2007-06-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

I said that i would blog on sat and i am... ok its not sat anymore its sunday...lolz wad to do no time...lolz...Ok when to watch blades of glory on friday alone man watching a movie alone is kinda gay man, but the movie was quite nice(iron lotus is D A M N deadly) i like the speed skating part to most maybe cos i myself love speed skating...gagaga...today or should i say yesterday 2 june the first day of the 7th inter school ice skating competition. our event starts at 1030 reach there at 930 and found that they were ahead of schedule(sry about spelling) but because calvin was late so we waited til 1030 be4 we started... the person in charge of the speed racing was sunny man when he found out that the group was us hockey skate he said" wah this group of skaters arh... can warm up wif them"...hahahaha... he was skating backwards for the warm up for the previous events but wif us he could not cos justin was just rite behind him neck in neck wif him...lolz funny ... the first man down was eric he fell during the warm up... the warm up was fine but when we all started we all lose it the ice is tooooo smooth even though i hav sharpen my skates the was beri little grip every1 used less the 40% of wad we had i could not skate well i use to use 4 stroke from 1 end to the other but now i onli used 2 and i did beri little cross overs was almost all cornering and i did bang into the wall... lolz every1 was under performing a number of them fell sadz... the results was damn shocking...this was wad i predict
1.justin
2.kelvin
3.calvin
4.eric
5.me
6.xf,ts,daniel
but this is wad came out...
1.eric
2.justin
3.me
4.daniel
5.kelvin
6.xf,ts
every1 was like what the fcuk
3rd for me beri happy wif that... but i did not run full not satisfied wif it thats wadz so sad

Decreased speed limit

2007-05-04T23:35:00.000+08:00

Today morning 12+ finish watching 1 litre of tears i was prepared for a beri beri beri sad ending but the "sad ending" was damn short lor the ending was more encouraging then sad...erika is such a good actress she is so KAWAII... lolz... today i sharpen my blades ho sae sharp lor damn hard to skate feels like i hav added 5 kg to each feet alot of drag but more stable my speed limit was cut by alot man and its a strain to do hockey brake need to use alot of strength and keep jerking... gonna go on wed and fri to train get use to the sharp blades asap... ct coming so is inter sch... ADD OIL

FROM ME TO YOU

2007-05-02T18:36:00.000+08:00

"Far Away"

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chanceJust one breath

Just in case there's just one left'

Cause you know,you know, you know

[CHORUS]

That I love youI have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never goStop breathing if

I don't see you anymore

On my knees,

I'll ask

Last chance for one last dance'

Cause with you,

I'd withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I'd give it allI'd give for us

Give anything but I won't give up'

Cause you know,you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know

I wanted

I wanted you to stay'Cause

I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love youI have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing'

Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing'

Cause I'm not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

Keep breathing

Hold on to me and, never let me go

My words to you

my life sux man 19 years on lonelyness and i am not gd wif ppl sometimes i feel i'm left out

even though i may be in this place but still some ppl talk to mi like i am a nobody

man this life sux when will you appear by my side and change my life

can onli hope this day will come soon

YEAH ITS OVER

2007-04-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

Today marks the end of our trials... today not bad 50+ freshes came onli alittle fewer then last week most of them who are here were here last week ... good... hope they will stay on and cont to come for sessions... i think about 50 to 60 ppl joined isan quite a huge number for the start of this year... hope more will come join us ... next event to plan movie session for blades of glory woot looking forward to it

TEARS

2007-04-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

Have you watch midnight sun? for those who have go youtube and watch one litre of tears the story is about the same but is as nice and its is base on a true story i have onli watch to ep4 7 more to go ... be prepared to cry as it is a vtouching show... y are the gals in shows nowadayz so pretty

Good start

2007-04-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

first trial 60+ people came plus our own people total 80+ not bad le around wad we expected ... still it was kinda messy cos not much planinng... I would like to thank those who helped mi teach those people wifout u people this trial will not be a success thank you i realli own u guys 1... some of the freshes are realli into learing ice skating they beri chiong tell them relax slow down they still so fast lolz cannot tahan them... hopefully the next trial will be as good or even better...

ITS OVER

2007-04-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

today was the last day of the cca fiesta... had more fun then work lolz skipped quite a number of class because of this program hahaha. i had a lot of help from jean von cass olivia cally alex eric ben derek xiao feng hope i did not miss any1 out lolz would like to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH... this there is more female then male that made a number of guy all high lolz all wan to hav pretty gal in their group hahaha we will see how on friday... overall it was a success have 139 people sign up did not expect to hav so many people sign up. my my my some of the people's handwriting cannot read 1 worst then mine ask them put std no. they go put i/c no. LOLZ... cca fiesta over now trial coming

mesmerise

2007-04-15T06:44:00.000+08:00

today when to watch a movie at 12 20 or should i say 00 20... 200 pounds beauty funny romantic and touching... a fat and ugly girl who falls in love wif a guy goes for a whole body plastic surgery to become a gorgeous pretty lady(kim ah joong) there are parts that r so touching tears roll down my eyes... the songs are veri nice... jenny(kim ah jonng) is so beautiful she looks innocent sweet and cute i think no man can resist her...lolz

Arh so bright

2007-04-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

Today when to watch sunshine wif qh flo and may... not a bad show but we got shocked... didn't noe it was oso a thriller we got shocked when the computer said there was an extra person on the ship and they found out it was a person from the first mission a nice science fiction movie and parts are true about the sun and how we can save it...

Mitsubishi lancer evolution MR FQ320

2007-04-08T01:49:00.000+08:00

today i found out that my fav car the evo is better then a subaru and a lamborghini murcielago in a race track...top gear proof that to mi...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uExWe1lm0BM here i a video of a 2.0 litre 400bhp engine Mitsubishi lancer evolution MR FQ320 vs a 570bhp 6.0litre v12 570bhp engine lamborghini murcielago... the evo is just tailing it i can easily overtake the murcielago anytime and the evo can go a top speed of 175mph or approx 281kmph and 0-60 in 3.5sec...a 4 door saloon road rally car can win a super car now thats amazing... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2hRp6ceU_9o here is a video of a 2.0 litre 400bhp engine Mitsubishi lancer evolution MR FQ320 vs a subaru imperza sti wrz wrI the evo trash subaru's time around the track the evo8 MR FQ 320 took 1:26 around the track the subaru on the other hand took 1:29.04 around the track which is slower the a evo8 MR FQ300 of 1:28.9... the stig said that the subaru is a boys car but the evo is a man's car... glad to noe that an evo is that gd wish i could get 1 in the future till then more dreaming for mi...

WRONG NUMBER

2007-04-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

At 1:05 got a phone call +97150820175 guess where it is from its from United Arab Emirates man the guy keep calling for about 8 times i think atleast cannot tahan then pick up to tell him wrong number... wonder how much that would cosy

RIVER ISLAND

2007-04-01T01:22:00.000+08:00

after the nationals when to raffles city meet wenkai and qi then jeff and ben when there to meet us... then we saw that there will be a show by river island at 7 pm so i jeff and ben stayed to watch and take pictures man the clothes are damn nice lor the gals are so tall and they were all slim ben was gng crazy lolz... and the man then hav gd figure and height oso how i wish i could be like that maybe in my next life...i will upload the pics asap

Jaw droper

2007-04-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

Today when to rink to help out in nationals... it was okok onli cos first day is more for pre preliminary or preliminary and jr or novice if i'm not wrong... if u hav seen alexandra and ricardo pair skate u are impressed rite... yups... but today there were a couple the trained in US but they represent taiwan... man they are fucking gd then make alexandra and ricardo's program look like child's play... the man toss his partner in the air spin dunno how many times 4get le then catch her again... POWER then after that toss her to do a double axle... man her landing was so soft look as though she had springs in her legs the last was that the man supported his partner in the air wif onli 1 hand and slowy let her down wif that hand onli... after they finish their practice everyone was like totally shocked as we hav nv seen a program of that level LIVE and not on TV or wad ever...

2007-03-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

here are two books my mom bought for mi when she was at malaysia... gd books wif alot of recipes and alot of basic things u can learn... hope to try the recipes soon

BUAY TAHAN LIAO

2007-03-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

300
i watched this movie twice once wif jeff derek and ben and another time wif feng han kow xuan boon yee xue qi ... the first time i watched was totally amazed the second time oso but most of the time was waiting for the actions scene...Battle of Thermopylae(hot gates)none of them die when fighting against the persian until they started to fight the immortals...their tactials were all melee tactials and they were amazing it was totally impenatratable... wave after wave came and they kill wave after wave my moral was super high... watch le wan to play rise of nations...i buay tahan those who say this movie is boring 2 reason might be that u r a gay or gal(no offence there to gals)if u r a man u can feel the energy got the feel...king leonidas was like a brother to them and not a king he wore the same clothes as them and ate the same things as them this is true brotherhood i would gladly serve him if i was alive during that time
Spartan King Leonidas: This is where we fight! This is where they die! Captain: On these shields, boys! [Spartans cheer] Spartan King Leonidas: Remember this day, men, for it will be yours for all time. Persian Officer: SPARTANS! Lay down your weapons! Spartan King Leonidas: Persians...COME AND GET THEM!
Spartan King Leonidas: We're in for one wild night.
Spartan King Leonidas: Give them nothing! But take from them everything!
Spartan King Leonidas: Spartans! Enjoy your breakfast, for tonight we dine in Hell!
Stelios: Then we will fight in the shade.
Spartan King Leonidas: A new age has come, an age of freedom. And all will know that 300 Spartans gave their last breath to defend it.
Spartan King Leonidas: This is where we fight. This is where they die.
Xerxes: Cruel Leonidas demanded that you stand. I require only that you kneel.
Persian Officer: Spartans, lay down your weapons. Spartan King Leonidas: Come and get them!
Persian Emissary: This is madness! Spartan King Leonidas: Madness? This is Sparta!
Spartan King Leonidas: We Spartans have descended from Hercules himself. Taught never to retreat, never to surrender. Taught that death in the battlefield is the greatest glory he could achieve in his life. Spartans: the finest soldiers the world has ever known.

FOR SPARTA!!
u can nv feel this way anymore in this new world i would rather live in ancient dayz

spartans are now on my list of fav ancient race
1ST : Chinese
2ND: Mongol
3RD:Spartans

Chinese for all the reasons they famous for from the terra cota army(my fav ron wonder) , forbben city(another 1 of my fav ron wonder) the biggest moving army in thw world the biggest during its day and their amazimg warfare

Mongol the biggest empire in all of history genghis khan the warlord who unite all the tribes of mongol and other tribes tgt to form an army the swipe across asia and into europe the great romans oso lost to the mongols famous for their calavrly and long range archery

Spartans trained to be soliders the day they were born and wad strong soliders they were the strongest in the world surprise that the lower class ppl live in harmony wif the real spartans even though the plant crops and trade for them they were said to hav 1 of the most stable government

I wan play rise of nations any1 see this game got sell plz tell mi thx

SLR

2007-03-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

Today when to it show wif my parents and my cousin... to buy camera and printer... my father bought a canon eos 400D beri nice to hold we oso bought batt grip a 75-300mm lens and a photo printer... my cousin bought a canon poweshot s31s...got alot of pretty gals le those guys who wan to go tml is ur last chance...

FUN

2007-03-10T00:09:00.000+08:00

Waiting 4 todae to come was long or should i say yesterday... after finishing watching pride couldn't wait to go skate wed did not go so todae go...lol... today not bad got to see isan ex president he's pro... after that i learned half flip wif daniel they all... figure is fun (i wan to buy a figure skates) ok i'm crazy

shaking

2007-03-06T12:32:00.000+08:00

just now was lying on the floor watching tv when suddenly my body starting shaking was shock then i looked around and i saw the door at my balcaony was shaking... OMG A EARTHQUAKE...and i felt it in WOODLANDS... scary sia

FINISH

2007-03-03T17:11:00.000+08:00

Yeah just finishing watching PRIDE lol 2 dayz see finish liao cos onli 8 cds...lolz
beri nice ice hockey and love story wad greater combo can u get lolz...
after finish watching the show realli feel like playing hockey... MAYBE
phew happy ending at last...
I was born to love u wif every single beat of my heart yes i was born to take care of u every single day of my life... yeah wan to fall in love..MUSTO BE

Pride

2007-03-03T01:26:00.000+08:00

PRIDE
no i am not talking about that pride but a show called pride tv got show but no time 2 watch flo lend mi the cd quite long le but nv watch today or should i say yesterday i started to watch... after 1st ep addicted liao their hockey realli beri nice see liao wan to play hockey even more le.... arhhhhhhh cannot take it .... and the love story is beri nice ... see le wan to fall in love's trap... plz show mi the way... I WAN TO GO JAPAN AND SKATE AT THEM HOCKEY RINK IT IS DAMN BIG SHIOK ARH I OSO WAN TO GO TO THEIR OUTDOOR DE RINK(BUT MUST BEING GF ALONG IF HAV 1) LOLZ....... I"M GNG CRAZY

Surprise!

2007-02-25T20:21:00.000+08:00

Today ate my lunch at around 3 pm. while i was haven my lunch hui huan msg mi tell mi got news... guess wad i was elected as isan president... WTF i straight away sianz diao did not expect it to be mi... lol i can onli accept it no choice...( i've got the power)...hahaha

xiao feng was oso elected vp... now they wan as to choose committee dunno who to choose and who can choose...lolz

my dayz as isan president has just begin...

lonely

2007-02-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

feb 14 a day 2 love and hate, but 2 mi at the moment is hate

spend a lonely valentines day morning exam then when got home study... boring

i dun wan to be lonely anymore i wan to a part of a pair

i'm gng crazy

LOVE wad is love

cut

2007-02-13T17:21:00.000+08:00

today when 2 cut my hair liao... quite long no cut hair liao lolz
but i look weird wif the specs now... hmm maybe not wearing specs i a gd idea lolz
so dun blame mi i nv see any1 of u on the streets if i'm not wearing specs...
dun worry maybe onli...haha

Why

2007-02-04T18:18:00.000+08:00

sianz sick when i was on holiday at malacca... damn... fever sore throat running and blocked nose... feel damn bad somemore now got headache...sianz hop i can get well soon

Failure

2007-01-31T20:00:00.000+08:00

Haiz today tried 2 make my own pasta for ravioli 1 roast chicken and grape sorbet

my pasta failed too tough to roll out haiz maybe the semolina flour is the wrong 1

the chicken need alot of time 2 be cooked after being in the oven for 40 mins still not cook...DAMN

onli grape sorbet is a success

tml gonna try make pasta again

not gonna give up

Yeah got 2 cook books

2007-01-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

JAMIE OLIVER
THE NAKED CHEF
TAKES OFF

AND

Quick & easy

CHILLED DESSERTS

from the Japanese Kitchen

70 best recipes

morning when 2 vivo to get this 2 books then when to superdog 4 lunch not bad fries are nice so is the iced lemon tea

then when to j8 to see S.H.E but nv saw them too many ppl liao but flo manage to sneak in and took some pics lol

after that when to IMM to see fahrenheit wah lau so many ppl some more all little sec gals.... cannot tahan them scream like hell...

wah then at bk there a fat gal was standing on the chair beside mi damn scared she will fall on mi lucky she did not but her scream is WTF buay tahan...

overall still a nice day(look forward to my new dishes gonna be nice)

Hearing problem

2007-01-28T01:32:00.000+08:00

Here are some pictures i took sry about the quality as i took it wif my phone cam wif a pair of binoculars infront...lolz

OMG i have hearing problem now there are like hundreds of bees around my ears but i'm happy about it. you might think i'm crazy to be happy that i have hearing problem, then i shall tell you y. Its becos i just when too S.H.E concert 27 jan 2007 8pm(which is last night just a few hours ago)this is my second S.H.E concert my first 1 was in 2005 2 years ago.

Damn got the wrong seats my whole block no 1 high 1 onli i and my family high the rest all sit down there onli. wah lau next time better get $128 or better tickets.

Dunno y but the ppl there keep gng 2 the wrong seats dunno how 2 read from their tickets dumb

Almost when to tears when they started singing the feeling is very nice haven felt like this 4 quite some time.the whole concert was damn high i was at the edge of my seat the whole time(HIGH)

This time they change 2 alot of costumes all of them look very nice

Hebe is damn sexy and cute

all three of them hav solo. selina's solo was a hot dance(hot and sexy),ella's solo is play the piano and singing jian dan ai, HEBE's solo was playing the drum man she's gd at it and she looks damn cool playing the drum(wow)

Some how 2 concert seems beri short they onli sang 1 song after encore and they nv sing my fav song sadz but overall still happy.

MISS

2007-01-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

Today took bus home and when pass my secondary school beri long nv go back le...lolz
Wonder wadz changed? hmm
Man i miss laksa, prawn mee, mee pok, mee kia, somemore so cheap onli alwayz will add an egg or seaweed chicken...lol thinking of it makes mi hungry(drooling)

I miss my classmates. have not seen some of them since last year's teachers day or even earlier
those were the best dayz of my life both the classes 5A1 and 5A2 dominated that area and somehow u could say the school...lol sounds like we are gansters ...hahaha

I just rmbed we have not receive our class photo...damn there goes our money

yi ling u unfillal grand daughter nv visit ur ah ma cny come my house no hong bao 4 u
bwa hahaha

My blog

2007-01-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

today(i mean yesterday) done alot of things to my blog... finally decide on which blogskin 2 use... thx 2 cass who teach mi how 2 apply blogskin...thx jeff for helping wif tagboard...thx 2 riku oso on skins...and von flo and jean too... profile all those all done liao... now i'm onli left photos and i think i'm done

BOOKS

2007-01-21T17:57:00.000+08:00

Last fri 19 jan after sch when to vivo wif xf qh flo may... we when to eat toast... i ate butter kaya xf oso flo ate pork floss may and qh peanut butter...lol... after that when to page one wah alot of books sia...

title:people who change the world
this books beri nice tells u about famous people like qin shi huang ,saladin great for those who like historical people

the other book is wrote by donald truimp, it teaches u how to be succesful and his words are very true feel like buying it..lol

flo they all when to see books on houses... man those house are damn nice... wish i could hav 1 like that...lol ( immpossible )

there are oso alot of cook books(heaven to mi)... guess wad caught my eyes... naked chef(jamie oliver) there is 1 whole row of books he wrote man gonna try to get all of them...

next dish i gonna try are to make my own pasta ... yes fresh made pasta they are best to cook a pasta dish
next risotto it should be quite ezy to cook and everything i watch cook show they alwayz so delicious wonder if mine could be like their's...lol
and for dessert sorbet all kinds of sorbet.. sorbets gonna be damn refreshing...haha

looking forward to mastering cooking this dishes...lol gonna be hard work

LOVE AT FIRST HEARING

2007-01-17T22:47:00.000+08:00

Sakamoto Ryuichi - Merry Christmas Mr.Lawrence

heard it on channel 5 day after tml's trailer.

its realli love at first hearing can't 4get the tune but dunno wadz the song name so post on msn to ask ppl ys told mi the name was beri happy i noe wadz the name now... later nic send mi the song even happier hoho... thx nic and ys...

after i got the song i hav been listening to it on the way to sch and back and anytime when i hav nth 2 do, and i can't seem to get bored listening 2 it same as endless love last time listen 2 it continuely for 8 hours if i'm not wrong...lol crazy

Thx for ur help

2007-01-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

Yest evon and jean told mi things on how to improve on my blog and they have been great help,
Thanks beri much gals, once i think my blog is gd i treat u all to dinner....lol thanks again

Green shooting star

2007-01-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

On the 7th of jan sunday when blading wif jeff flo may qian hui xiao feng ben and nic...but onli 3 of us bladethe rest all cycle...lolx... after that when to subway to hav dinner the sweetonion sauce quite nice... after that we when to find a place 2 talk talk... then we found 1 spot by the beach they were trying to bury my legs under the sand and trap mi there but no matter how hard they try lolx...after that the sun was setting and they were taking pictures cos the sky was red purple and blue nice scene... then it was dark so we watched the planes light as they were landing suddenly a bright green light in the sky caught our attendtion to our surpise it was a green shooting star it was beautiful and it ended in a golden light and burst into several pieces almost like a firework... i will nv 4get that in my life

Jealous

2007-01-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

Wah today went to see jean's blog changed, starting thought i put wrong address then realise is correct 1. But like totally different dunno where to see blog etc... then keep pressing around suddenly pres until something oh then figured out her new template... its damn cool lor small links at the site jealous liao lor... other ppl 1 oso beri nice like cass's jeff's von's flo's... totally jealous u all must help mi make le...lol

1st day

2007-01-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

Today is the day i cre8ed this blog...lol
Wad a cold day wearing my jacket almost the whole day
Scared that i will fall sick

Erase My Life My Memory

Nothing seems right

I've Found It

Where i would wanna be

Fine

In my Mind

I can't live with or without you

LOTUS

ISAN Camp/Chalet

Love song

Turning

LIFE

Miss

Don't let go

SHOW

Hate this

days

BETTER

URGE

NP ISAN SKATE NIGHT 2007

Transformers robots in disguise

Down in History

still ok

LAZY

As promised

Decreased speed limit

FROM ME TO YOU

YEAH ITS OVER

TEARS

Good start

ITS OVER

mesmerise

Arh so bright

Mitsubishi lancer evolution MR FQ320

WRONG NUMBER

RIVER ISLAND

Jaw droper

MORE

BUAY TAHAN LIAO

SLR

FUN

shaking

FINISH

Pride

Surprise!

lonely

cut

Why

Failure

Yeah got 2 cook books

Hearing problem

MISS

My blog

BOOKS

LOVE AT FIRST HEARING

Thx for ur help

Green shooting star

Jealous

1st day